I would never have believed it, if someone told me a few days after my husband passed away, that I would say that ‘I am in a good place’, but that’s how I feel.
I know in the 40+ years we were together that I devoted myself to him, his needs, and health issues. I cooked, cleaned, worked, run our restaurant that we owned, took care of the elderly, and also bookkeeping. He was in charge of the remote, and put on whatever he wanted. If it wasn’t for me I initially caught up on stuff, and in the later years would go on Epinions, and then WordPress.
I promised him that I would never put him in a nursing home, and he died right next to me, him in the hospital bed, and my recliner right next to him. He had unconditional love from me, so, Yes, I am in a good place, with no regrets about him.