I talk to Len when I am at the house, and also talk out loud when I am doing something, or what I need to do. I don’t know if this is common when you loose a spouse, but it breaks up the silence.
There was never silence in the house, because Len always had the television on. Most of the time he was sleeping, but he was with me. I am not a television person, apart from 30 minutes news a day, and my English soaps. I have had Pandora, and Prime Music on a couple of times.
Last night in bed, I said my prayers, and had a long talk to Len, and the Lord, and I feel much better today. I know everyone is saying baby steps, but for this lady that did everything for 40+ years, it’s hard if I have things to do, to put them to the side.
Off to Body Combat now.