I had no idea how I would feel this month, with the end of March being the first-year anniversary of his death.
It is so much better than I thought it would be. I have lots of girlfriends and do things with them. I have been texting men friends, without benefits, just as friends. I have met a guy for coffee a few times and spent a couple of hours with him. He seems really nice. I also have a lunch date with a new guy tomorrow, so will see how that goes.
It’s not a lot considering hundreds of men on the dating sites, but as I previously stated, I am very picky as to whom I am interested in.
I have come a long way since the beginning of December, when I was in full blown depression. I feel that I am in control of my life and will get through the next few weeks.